2 good days, kind of

Well yesterday I did great! I ran errands all day and didn't eat anything until 5 o'clock and it was just a mixed green salad with avocado and a tiny bit of fat free ranch. I went to the movies and didn't even have any candy at all! And then my fiance made me have a drink and he ordered pizza. I said I wasn't going to have any but I got drunk and ate 2 slices! Not one but two! That ruined my day. Today has been good so far. Just a small salad no dressing and half a turkey sandwich only turkey and bread.

I'm going to the beach this weekend with some girl friends. Two terrible things are going to happen. First, I am going to have to get into a bathing suit. I look terrible right now when I am nekkid (as zen would say). I have cottage cheese thighs and butt. I want to cry just thinking about it. Second, I am going to have to drink a lo of alcohol because that is what people do on vacay with friends from college! Ughh kill me now.