ugh I'm an idiot

So I was great all day today I had:

a chicken wrap for breakfast/lunch (300)
2 glasses of wine (200)
2 straight vodka shots (200 which were forced upon me)
2 mini corn bread muffins (104 also forced upon me)

And then I came home... kinda drunk

1 quesadilla made with 2 pieces fat free swiss cheese and salsa (190)
100 calories bag of popcorn (100)

A grand total of 1100 calories... WTF!!! I hate alcohol thats why I never drink.

How am I going to get to 108 pounds in 19 days if I keep eating like a cow ????